hush.

i never needed you for judgement, i never needed you to question what i spent. i never asked for help, i take care of myself. i dont know why you think you’ve got a hold on me..and its a little late for conversations. there isnt anything anything for you to say. and my eyes hurt, hands shiver so look and me, listen to me. i dont want to stay another minute. i dont want you to say a single word. there is no other way, i get the final say.

Future.

I just want all of my dreams to come true. There’s so much that I want to get out of life and I know that there’s a way for me to get there. People say I have plenty of time because I’m young…but I feel like I’m running out of time. There’s so many things I want to do and people I want to know and for them to know me. I can do this, and I will never give up. I believe in everything. Whatever it is I have to do, if I have to change my entire world..I will. Never wanted anything so bad.